Trying to Contain the Argusian Power Battery!

Where do I even begin?

The power within me from the last artifact of my world is so vast.  It was not meant to be contained in a single vessel.  It was made to be shared amongst other guardians.  One for each emotion spectrum actually.  But at the moment they are all contained in me.

There are moments that I am able to remain in control and then are moments that the Power Battery flares and shifts me into a new spectrum.  One moment I am one guardian the next I am another!  It starting to wear on my body.  I have been having to add cybernetics within and around the Power Battery internally to help try and keep the shifts to a minimum.

They all want out!  I can feel them all.  I am beginning to understand.....the spectrums in the Power Battery.....they are not just energy.....they are alive....entities.....what did my people do to them to harness this power?

I can hear all of them clawing and screaming for release.  The constant battle in my mind!

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I have been combing through the ancient texts.......

It reads that there is one entity that was placed within the power battery that was able to unify the entities and also strengthen the security measures for the power battery.

It is a long shot.  A very long shot......it will take a lot of focus.....determination.....self discipline....meditation......can I actually achieve this heighten awareness and energy......

Can I bring out my own HOPE!

As I begin my meditation process as the texts state to do.....which is still a very long shot.....

I may have found a temporary fix and that is to incase myself in a suit that can contain the power and help keep my will levels to where they needs to be so that I do not lose control to the entity of anger again.

Each time I lose control I am finding myself falling deeper and deeper into the abyss

I am hopeful for the interim that this suit works!

A fall back to a degree.....the villain was relentless......I faltered.  

I gave into my anger.......they threatened to destroy the ONE I care for.  The ONE I have never spoken about.....

That threat alone caused me to allow the anger to flow and now I am stuck at the moment.....all I see is rage and anger......

Be warned!  Threaten the ONE......I WILL BURN YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The ONE speaks to me.....showing me what I must do forward.....

I must protect the ONE at all costs.....for if I was to lose the ONE I would lose myself completely and never be able to regain myself again.

I must do all that I can.....yes.......not for just my sake......but to bring back my world and my people!

I am ready.  My ONE has spoken to me.....I have done all I can at this point.

The texts have been read.  The preparations have been completed.

I shall let myself be taken by the ONE.  Become a new being!

Become the hope for this UNIVERSE!

Behold I am reborn.  The Guardian is no more...........

BEHOLD.....US.....BEHOLD ZADIEKEL......THE HOPE OF THE ONE!